Monday, November 2, 2009

I wonder all the time what I am in your eyes.
How do you see me?
I've been trying to figure out what's wrong with me.
My mood is forever bipolar.
I go through weeks of being happy; bursting with optimism.
Other days I feel so empty and negative.
Am I uninteresting, lame, too needy, or too boring?
Am I intimidating or a joke?
Am I too bitchy or too nice?
I wonder why I even ask these rhetorical questions.
Never knowing and creating endless possibilities makes my head hurt.
I don't mean to complain, I'm just trying to understand what's so wrong with me.
No invites.
No phone calls.
Quite frankly I feel invisible.

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