Saturday, May 29, 2010

Let's stop calling it love. Love is a losing game.

Thursday, May 27, 2010


Koala yummies, Dunk-a-roos, Capri Sun's, playing street hockey, singing in chorus, rehearsing for musical theater plays, ice cream for dessert every night, swaying back and forth on swings at the park, riding the bus to and from school, being bullied, wearing overalls and pig tails, developing crushes on the unattainable boys at school, daydreaming about love and life....

Ah, the days of my youth... 
the heartache, the confusion, the mystery, the madness, the mistakes, the accomplishments, the simple life, where cell phones and computers were nonexistent technological devices. 

Rewinding back to moments in my life, altering in my mind what could have been, and reflecting to learn from the past and continue to grow and flourish...

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

YUP. I do.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

My confidence and coyness fluctuate like a flickering flame on the darkest night.

Today I am unapologetically full of words. Once I can appropriately gather my thoughts, perhaps then, I'll be willing to share. Til then, I'm smiling, laughing, and dancing inside my brilliant, whimsical, & complex mind...

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not...


Monday, May 10, 2010


Friday, May 7, 2010

Run, run, run away. Lost, lost, lost my mind...

I'm ready for a new adventure. I'm ready to explore the world as I never have before. I want to expose myself to new ideas & live as if each day is my last. I hope to open my eyes wide enough to experience the wonders of the world. 

The return of the scorching heat reminds me of all the pleasurable, carefree summers of the past. The bundle of memories I have are wrapped up tightly & remain locked inside a special place within my heavy heart. 

I'm looking forward to long days spent sweating in the heat, keeping cool indoors, swimming laps at the pool, watching the ocean waves crash upon the shore, wearing one piece suits, sandals, shorts, sunglasses, & lots of sunscreen and lip balm...
and growing into the person I'm supposed to become.

I'd like to stay here for a while. Please don't wake me from this beautiful dream of mine...

..and every single second that I put it off, means another lonely night I gotta race the clock.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

today: be happy. tomorrow: be happy. everyday: be happy.